Press release from the makers of “Where the Heart Lies”:
This Wednesday, May 29th, the Humboldt community
is invited to a special screening at the Minor Theatre to
honor the life and legacy of Hunter Lewis through the
short film Where the Heart Lies directed by Brianna
Chapman. Get your tickets at www.minortheatre.com
before they sell out. All proceeds go towards
submitting the film to festivals.
Hunter, a 21-year-old from Humboldt County, was
known for his boundless energy and adventurous spirit.
He meticulously planned an elaborate treasure hunt for
his friends and family, reflecting his love for
challenges and the outdoors. Tragically, Hunter went
missing during a solo canoe trip to hide the final
treasure, just off Trinidad State Beach, a place he
cherished since childhood.
Brianna dedicated her Chapman University senior thesis
project to sharing Hunter’s legacy. The two years of
preparation for this ambitious travel shoot led up to just
one week of filming in Humboldt, which Brianna
described as “magical.” “The connection, love, and
community forged during production exceeded
everything I dreamed of. The cast, crew, and greater
community united with Hunter’s spirit and created
something beautiful.” Her co-executive producer and
director of photography, David Murillo Galiano,
expressed that “as a filmmaker, you hope to one day be a
part of a project like this, where you can put your heart
and soul into something you know people care deeply
about, and I hope audiences feel the love and care we all
put into this film.”
Co-executive producers David Murillo Galiano & Brianna Chapman on set at Moonstone Beach
The film was shot over six days in March 2024, with a
crew of Humboldt locals as well as several key
members from Southern California. The outdoor
filming locations included Trinidad State Beach,
Moonstone, and the Arcata Community Forest, which
immersed the crew in Humboldt’s beautiful landscape
and imparted a sense of adventure akin to Hunter’s real
life treasure hunt. From hanging a camera 25 feet in the
air for a rock climbing scene, to lighting a redwood
forest at night, the crew was pushed out of their comfort
zone to film in conditions unlike traditional Hollywood
soundstages.
Sean Lindsey, the 1st AC and a close
friend of Hunter’s, reflected that “it was a challenge for
everyone to shoot this film on unforgiving outdoor
terrain. We had so much necessary gear to haul over
long distances to our shooting locations. We worked
tirelessly, but passionately, ‘cause we were all doing
this to honor Hunter. It was a labor of love. No
challenge could overcome the drive within ourselves to make this film.”
Two of the shooting days were spent at Hunter’s childhood home, graciously offered by
Hunter’s father Corey, who supported the project from its inception. “As Hunter’s father
I could feel the love all the cast and crew have for my son and his story with all the pieces
of my broken heart. It was a powerfully healing process.”
The cast and crew were bonded by this
powerful love. Finn Mackimmie, the
actor portraying Hunter, never got to
meet him in person, but says he “got to
know him through the memories and
words of his closest people.” He said:
“The amount of love felt for Hunter by
the cast and crew was so palpable and his
spirit was undeniably felt by everybody.
He touched and transformed each and
everyone of us and I hope this film does
the same for anyone who watches it.”
Corey Lewis, Hunter’s father, on set with Alexandra Boulas, the actress portraying Hunter’s girlfriend Kinsley Rolph
The screening this Wednesday will be an emotional
homecoming, bringing together friends, family, and
community members to honor Hunter’s memory. Join
us to celebrate the life and legacy of Hunter Lewis, a
true adventurer whose spirit will forever be a part of
Humboldt County.
Hunter’s father Corey said: “Many of us in Humboldt County have lost loved ones to the ocean and rivers that
we love. This film and cast and crew shares our grief
and our inspiration to live large like Hunter in the most
beautiful way. I hope it will connect you to your lost
loved ones.”
Note: The film will screen at 5:30 p.m., 6:30 p.m. and 7:30 p.m. Wednesday. Check The Minor’s website for showtimes and to buy tickets.
Assemblymember Jacqui Irwin talks to colleagues Eloise Gómez Reyes and Christopher Ward during a floor session of the Assembly on Jan. 22, 2024. Photo by Fred Greaves for CalMatters.
Democratic Assemblymember Jacqui Irwin, a former tech insider, is taking on the industry with a far-reaching bill that would require artificial intelligence developers to disclose what data they use to “train” their systems.
“Consumer confidence in AI systems has not grown at the same rapid pace as industry adoption,” Irwin said at a hearing last month. “Many consumers have valid questions about how these AI systems and services are created.”
The concern from Irwin about AI is notable since she may be the Legislature’s top expert on the tech industry and, occasionally, its champion.
As a young engineer at Johns Hopkins University’s applied physics lab, she was assigned to troubleshoot launches of the U.S. Navy’s Trident II nuclear missiles — making her the Legislature’s only actual rocket scientist.
She’s a former engineer for Teledyne Technologies, a global aerospace and tech conglomerate headquartered in Irwin’s hometown of Thousand Oaks.
But now TechNet and nearly every other lobbying group representing major tech companies oppose her latest legislation, Assembly Bill 2013. The influential California Chamber of Commerce is also opposed to the bill, which the state Assembly voted 56-8 to move to the Senate last week.
Last month, the Chamber’s Ronak Daylami told the Assembly Privacy and Consumer Protection Committee, on which Irwin sits, that Irwin’s bill could expose tech firms’ carefully guarded trade secrets.
“While it may not be obvious on its face,” Daylami said, “the expertise and judgment, as well as the actual selection of data and datasets chosen to train a specific AI model, is itself proprietary.”
Would disclosure fend off AI bias?
But Irwin said her bill would give consumers a powerful tool to better understand the emerging technology, which has raised privacy alarms after it was revealed that tech firms used facial recognition, social media posts and copyrighted material such as artwork and news articles to train their artificial intelligence software.
Irwin said the requirement to disclose training data could also help ward against potential biases in the AI software’s decision making.
She said the issue piqued her interest at a recent meeting of the National Conference of State Legislatures where she heard a doctors’ group discuss using AI in dispensing medication. The problem, she said, was that it wasn’t clear whether such systems had inherent biases since the companies aren’t required to disclose the data they used to train their systems.
She wondered: What if it was like a clinical drug trial that only tested the medication on white suburban men, instead of a diverse group of patients whose bodies might react differently?“With these AI medical devices, you really should know what is the group that it was trained on,” she said.
Putting it more broadly, Hayley Tsukayama, a legislative advocate for the Electronic Frontier Foundation, likened the disclosure requirements to being able to read a list of ingredients that go into a meal.
“The ingredients list is occasionally much easier to parse than trying to taste a dish at the end and trying to figure out what’s in it,” she said.
Irwin owns Amazon and tech stocks
The AI disclosure bill is hardly Irwin’s first foray into regulating tech since she joined the Assembly in 2014.
Her office provided what it called a “non-exhaustive” list of 13 other tech and cybersecurity bills Irwin has authored, most of which passed. Some of them were also opposed by the tech industry, which has donated at least $288,000 to her campaigns over the years, according to the Digital Democracy database.
Since 2015, Irwin’s votes have aligned with TechNet’s position on bills 28% of the time, according to a Digital Democracy analysis.
Her most controversial tech legislation, though, was a 2019 bill that critics said would have weakened the state’s landmark California Consumer Privacy Act. The law gives Californians legal authority to order tech companies to tell them what personal information they have collected, and customers can tell the companies to delete it and not to sell it.
At the time, Irwin’s husband, Jon, was the chief operating officer of Amazon-owned Ring, raising the appearance of a conflict of interest given the Privacy Act regulated the company.
Irwin insisted there wasn’t one. She told Politico at the time it was offensive to assume she was working on behalf of her husband’s company, given her professional background and expertise.
Jon Irwin has since left Amazon to become COO of CENTEGIX, a tech company that makes wearable emergency alert devices and security systems for schools and other institutions, according to his LinkedIn page.The Assemblymember reported to state ethics officials last year the family sold Amazon stock, valued at between $300,000 to $3 million. State ethics officials allow lawmakers to report wide ranges of their stock portfolio value when they file their annual financial disclosure statements.
Irwin’s disclosure filings show she also acquired at least $60,000 in cryptocurrency, AI and semiconductor investments last year. In her interview last week with CalMatters, Irwin declined to provide a more precise figure for the Amazon stock sales or address her other recent investments in tech. She said she complied with the state’s ethics disclosure requirements, and that her and her husband’s investments don’t factor into her decision-making process.
“I make every decision based on what’s best for my constituents,” she said. “I don’t need anybody questioning anything that I do, so we are always very careful about every decision.”
Rather, she said she became interested in tech and cybersecurity legislation because her background made her a natural fit for it. And she’s even made it a point to educate her fellow legislators on cybersecurity.
“You can talk to any of my colleagues; most of them, I’ve grabbed their phones and told them, ‘Oh, my God, you know, your phone is tracking you; these apps are tracking you. Let’s turn off location devices and do a two-step authentication,’ ” she said. “In caucus, I get up and tell people how to make their phones more secure.” ’
Tsukayama, the legislative advocate for the Electronic Frontier Foundation, said Irwin definitely knows complicated tech issues as well or better than anyone in the Legislature, even if the digital consumer rights group sometimes opposes her legislation.
“We haven’t always agreed with her,” Tsukayama said, “but it’s rarely, you know, over her misunderstanding how the technology works.”
The CSU Long Beach campus in Long Beach on April 24, 2024. Photo by Jules Hotz for CalMatters
Half a billion dollars. That’s how much more California State University’s budget gap will grow in two years under Gov. Gavin Newsom’s proposed spending plan for next year, a fiscal chasm that may prompt hiring freezes, raid precious reserves and bring larger class sizes and fewer courses.“We have to do less with less,” said Cal State trustee member Christopher J. Steinhauser. “We are going to have fewer programs, fewer positions. And anyone listening to this meeting, if they think that we can do this without doing that, they’re really kidding themselves.”
Senior finance officers from Cal State’s chancellor’s office debuted the sobering figures at last week’s board of trustees meeting. The forecasted deficit could change — legislators and Newsom have until late June to finalize a state budget that could include more money for the university.Protecting Cal State, community college and University of California ongoing funding from cuts “wherever possible” is a priority, said David Alvarez, a Democratic assemblymember from Chula Vista and chair of Assembly’s budget subcommittee on education, last week.
“We got to stick with the commitments we’re making to the students of California in the budget,” added Greg Wallis, a Republican assemblymember from Rancho Mirage, at the same hearing.But if Newsom’s May budget update becomes law, Cal State would face a three-year operating deficit of $831 million through 2025-26 — more than $500 million greater than what was estimated last September, said Ryan Storm, an assistant vice chancellor at Cal State overseeing the system’s finances, at a trustees meeting last week.
Budget math
The yawning gap is the result of two forces: Newsom heavily scaling back his promises of growing financial support for Cal State due to the state’s multibillion-dollar deficit and ever-increasing labor costs fueled by recent 5% pay hikes to much of the system’s roughly 60,000 unionized workers.Other expenses include nearly $80 million in higher health care premiums to provide insurance to its employees in 2024-25.
Newsom’s May spending plans for Cal State, the UC and other state agencies are complex, prompting the Legislative Analyst’s Office to call them “opaque and unnecessarily complicated.”
After a mix of cuts in 2024-25 and far less new spending in 2025-26 than initially promised, Cal State would see new state revenues that are $470 million less than they anticipated last fall, according to summary tables Storm showed the trustees. A promise to backfill faculty raises to end a strike earlier this year added roughly $30 million to the system’s budget gap.
Cal State was already projecting a three-year budget gap of more than $300 million last September. That was even with the assumption of nearly $500 million more in state support through 2026 and roughly $200 million more in new tuition revenue after the board approved tuition hikes of 34% across five years starting this fall.Half a billion dollars is equivalent to the entire operating budget of San Diego State University, among the system’s largest campuses.
Campus strategies
Presidents of the 23 campuses at Cal State gathered in April to quantify what the more than $800 million budget shortfall would mean for student learning and hiring decisions. It was more of a thought exercise than an implementation plan. The presidents and system leadership assumed no new state spending in the next two years — despite Newsom’s May plans. It also assumed workers would get raises in 2024-25, but not in 2025-26.Campuses are considering increasing class sizes, reducing the number of available courses to reflect student demand and bringing down the number of part-time faculty and lecturers — actions that some campuses undertook this spring to close a combined $138 million budget gap. Other potential cost-cutting measures include leaving various positions unfilled, not replacing staff and faculty who retire and early-retirement programs at some campuses.So far the system is not recommending layoffs, but it expects the various hiring freezes and unfilled vacancies will lead to “a reduction of about 450 faculty and staff positions through 25-26,” Storm said last week.The campuses also intend to use more than $500 million in reserves through 2025-26, depleting 22% of the system’s one-time funds intended for emergencies.
The April meeting also calculated a projected 2026-27 systemwide deficit of more than $200 million — the cost equivalent of 12,500 classes taught, 1,500 faculty or 1,100 managers, which represents a quarter of all the managers at Cal State.
Effect on classes
Cal State trustees in March learned that campuses cut or suspended 137 academic programs and other areas of study in 2024 — a huge jump compared to 2023 and 2022, when only a combined 47 were cut or put on pause. This occurred “in light of changing enrollment patterns, workforce trends, and resource constraints,” staff wrote to the trustees. The number of new programs is also down. Campuses regularly create additional academic offerings in response to new industries and business trends. In 2024, central office staff were projecting 30 new programs — below the average of about 60 in each of the past two years.Assembly budget staff reported last week that Cal State officials warn “that timely services for students could lessen and class sizes could grow in the next two years” if the system receives less funding than anticipated.
In January, when campuses were planning for a smaller budget gap in 2024-25, Long Beach State’s president, Jane Close Conoley, told CalMatters that it was planning to address its then-projected roughly $10 million deficit in various ways:
Not replacing its usual churn of 30 to 35 faculty retirements a year, savings of roughly $5 million
Not filling open staff positions — savings of roughly $2 million to $2.5 million.
Travel freezes, putting off purchases of equipment and pulling from reserves were other options.
In other instances, professors who’ve been running labs or research projects may be asked to drop those efforts and teach classes.
“So, another way we save money is to say, ‘It’s a great idea, but no, you have to teach,’” Conoley said.
A small glimmer of hope is that enrollment seems to be rebounding systemwide, which will generate more revenue for the system and help stanch the projected fiscal bleeding. The system enrolled the equivalent of 7,500 more full-time students this college year. By 2025-26, the system projects to grow its full-time enrollment by 4%, or nearly 14,000 — a change of fortune after Cal State experienced student declines the previous two years.
The system is also expecting one-time state money of $240 million to ride out the next few years, Storm said, part of a promise that Newsom made in January and affirmed in May.
But some campuses may see even less funding next year when administrators begin rerouting millions of dollars from campuses with declining enrollment to those that are growing — a plan conceived early last year. Less money could further impair the ability of campuses to attract new students, some in the system fear.
Barbara (Sadie)
Alice Ekenberg, passed away on March 27, 2024 at age 71. She was
born December 2, 1952 in Colorado and was adopted and raised by her
parents Kenneth Martin Mindrup and Connie Laird Mindrup at the age of
three months old. She
had one older sister, Gwen. Her family moved to Bozeman, Montana
where she graduated from high school. Sadie had one daughter, Julia,
from her first marriage. Being a beautiful, free spirit, traveling
across the country meeting amazing people and making friends and
memories everywhere she went. Finally, Sadie and Julia settled down
in Newport, Oregon around 1975. In 1981 they moved to Humboldt
County, California where she lived the remainder of her life.
Sadie
had many different jobs over the years, but she loved and was most
proud of the years she spent as a firefighter
and EMT with California Department of Forestry & Fire Protection,
stationed in Alderpoint. Being a resident of Rio Dell for the last 25
years, she had a strong connection to her community. She was an
important member of her church in Rio Dell for many years and was the
visionary of the free meals program she ran weekly at the church. She
was passionate about helping people in need and impacted her
community in so many ways. Sadie was the kind of person who would
take the coat off her back and give to someone she just met. Some of
her hobbies included sewing and gardening. She enjoyed sewing clothes
for family and friends. She had a green thumb and had many plants and
enjoyed having a garden when she had a yard. She loved animals, and
always had many beloved pets throughout her life.
Sadie
had only one child but would have had 12 if she could. She
also helped to raise a stepdaughter, Betty Earley, and her
goddaughter, Kaylei McCay,
who she loved like her own. Everywhere she went she made many friends
and was not someone who was easily forgotten. Sadie and her late
husband Max had their time together cut short when he passed away in
2006, but their love was so deep, and she carried him in her heart
just like we will carry Sadie in our hearts forever!
Sadie
is preceded in death by her husband, Max M. Ekenberg, her sister,
Gwen Mindrup Towey, and her parents Kenneth and Connie Mindrup.
Sadie
is survived by her daughter,
Julia Robertson of Idaho, her two grandchildren Roy Robertson and
Rowan Paige both of Idaho. goddaughter Kaylei McCay,
stepdaughter Betty Earley both of California
Sadie
was buried at Ocean View Cemetery in Eureka. There will be a
Celebration of Life on June 8, 2024, at 4:30 p.m. at Sequoia Park
Group Picnic Area, Eureka. Please join us and bring your favorite
potluck dish and a story to share about Sadie. Sandwiches, cake, and
water will be provided.
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The obituary above was submitted on behalf of Sadie Ekenberg’s loved ones. The Lost Coast Outpost runs obituaries of Humboldt County residents at no charge. See guidelines here.
… I
saw four angels standing on the four corners of the
earth…
— Revelations
7:1 KJV
###
What
happens when a flat-Earther meets a hollow-Earther? Do they mutually
annihilate? So they find comfort in dissing those who believe in the
2,5000-year-old nonsense that the Earth is spherical (“The enemy of
my enemy is my friend”)?
Or do they hammer out a compromise, a model of our home world that
embraces both flatness and hollowness?
I
was led into this problem by a recent post that popped up, noting
that flat-Earthers are on the rise. Again. Seems it dies out every
generation, only to resurrect, vampire-like, bright-eyed and
bushy-tailed, for a new bunch of brilliant minds to discover. There
is, of course, the myth (that is, a myth about a myth) that says most
people used to believe the Earth was flat (they didn’t), and that it
took Columbus to prove them wrong. Or was it Ferdinand Magellan, who
actually circumnavigated the planet between 1519 and 1522?
(Full
disclosure: It was originally Magellan’s expedition, but he was
killed in the Philippines two years into the voyage. Eighteen
of the original crew of 270 completed the circumnavigation, led by
Juan Sebastián
Elcano in the ship Victoria.)
Lest
you think flat-Earthers are a tiny fringe group, check out a 2018
YouGov poll,
which found that 66 percent of millennials firmly believe that the
earth is round, leaving 34 percent…where? Possibly in church, since
the YouGov found a strong link between their belief and religion,
with 52 percent of flat-Earthers considering themselves “very
religious.”
Orlando Ferguson’s 1893 Flat Earth map. (Library of Congress, public domain)
Along
with flat-Earth beliefs, we have been believing in a hollow Earth for
a long, long time. Seems, virtually all religions have an underground
component: Shamballa
is an ancient city inside our planet, according to Tibetan Buddhist
teachings; the ancient Greeks thought Hades
was where we all went — saints and sinners — when we died; Jewish
Kabbalah teaching references
Sheol;
Celtic mythology includes many underground lands, including Tir na
n’Og; Hindus had Patala:
while Dante’s Inferno
had Lucifer’s fall causing a tear in the previously solid Earth.”
More
recently, no less a scientist as astronomer Edmund Halley, he of the
comet, proposed in the 1680s that Earth consists of four concentric
spheres, the innermost of which is populated. French novelist Jules
Verne ran with this in Journey
to the Center of the Earth
(1864), in which his doughty explorers rappel into Iceland’s
Snæfellsjökull (inactive volcano), to be jetted out —
unharmed!—by Italy’s Stromboli (active volcano). (The book is much
better than the movie, especially when you’re about ten years old.)
Eschewing
one-word book titles (Emma,
Atonement, Gilead, Homecoming, Middlemarch, It…),
Walter Seigmeister, aka Rosicrucian Raymond Bernard gave the whole
game away with the title of his 1964 tome: The
Hollow Earth: The Greatest Geographical Discovery in History Made by
Admiral Richard E. Byrd in the Mysterious Land Beyond the Poles —
The True Origin of the Flying Saucers.
(He apparently died the following year in South America while
searching for the opening to Earth’s interior.)
“The Interior World”, from The Goddess of Atvatabar by William Bradshaw, 1892. (Public domain)
The
general idea seems to be that, in lieu of North and South Poles,
there are huge — 1,000 miles across — holes accessing the inner
Earth, which is illuminated by a miniature sun. The reference to
Admiral Byrd is his flights, over the North Pole in 1926 and over the
South Pole 1929. You’d think that would put an end to the notion of
access points at the poles. No such luck.
As
the acronym goes (or used to), BBB: Bullshit Baffles Brains.
The
train from Ankara to Istanbul takes about four hours. It’s always a
smooth journey, first traversing the broad, rolling tablelands of
Anatolia, passing through a series of tunnels as you enter the
mountains, emerging onto verdant green hills. Suddenly the sea
appears, running alongside the route, waving like an old friend, as
nostalgic and familiar as children’s voices at sunset.
My
mother-in-law Nefise (“Anne,” or mama) and I were meeting a
potential buyer for our apartment in Istanbul. We’ve had the
apartment on the market a few months, and this buyer promised to meet
our listed offer and pay in cash – in this market, an offer too
good to sit on. So there we were – in separate cars, a slight
inconvenience caused by last-minute online ticket purchase – on a
Monday morning, when most people were stuck at work, bound for
Istanbul by train. I enjoyed my role as the husband entrusted with
this important mission, accompanying Anne to meet the buyers in the
great city. We even brought along a suitcase in the event that they
paid literally in cash. The morning took on the aspect of a caper –
a Monday morning caper at that! – as I imagined clutching the
suitcase stuffed with millions of liras, glancing nervously from side
to side, wary of sudden ambush.
###
Actually
I had mixed feelings about the journey, for in fact the sale had
about it an air of finality.
Our
life in the great city was finally coming to an end. For 15 years,
the city had been home and in that time the thought of living
anywhere else had never occurred to me. The sweep and majesty of the
city by the Bosphorus, the imperial past and megalopolitan present
seemed tailor-made for me, and was the inspiration for a decade of
stories. It was where I had met my wife and where our son had been
born.
But
last year’s catastrophic earthquake, which claimed more than 50,000
lives in Turkiye, was the final straw for my wife Özge. The fact
that Istanbul itself was not affected by the earthquake was no
reassurance. The 1999 Istanbul earthquake killed tens of thousands,
and experts warn that another deadly quake, The Big One, could hit
any time. And a neighbor had our building checked by the
municipality, which listed our building as unsafe in the event of an
earthquake. The decision was made to relocate to Ankara, the safest
part of the country in terms of seismic matters.
Over
the past year, I’ve slowly adjusted to our new life. Ankara, the
nation’s capital, is about as far from Istanbul as you can get. It
is a land-locked city, surrounded by the lonely plains of the
interior. Forget the sea, which surrounds and breathes through
Istanbul – in Ankara, not even the whisper of a river passes
through it. It is a city of spanking new skyscrapers, political
structures, universities and shopping centers. The culture, like the
air itself, is decidedly dry, political and academic. Of course,
Ankara is not without certain charms: people are friendly as people
are friendly in a typical American Midwestern town, the young people
healthy and attractive, and there are many parks, trees, and in the
central neighborhood of Tunus sit several streets lined with decent
bars.
We
live on the campus of the university where I work as a teacher. That
is also a benefit, for the lojman is quiet and comfortable,
sequestered by groves of tree-lined streets, and we need not worry
about our boy Leo going out on his own to play in the nearby park
with the other children. The nights are deep and tranquil, and our
sleep untroubled by sirens and the other ceaseless din of Istanbul
life. We look forward to Leo starting kindergarten at the school
located conveniently across the street from the university
preparatory building where I teach. I could walk my son to school
each morning and pick him up in the afternoons. “A great place to
raise a family,” if you will (a phrase I’ve always felt
provincial folk employ as a euphemism for “dull.”).
I
chide myself, remembering that the move was a practical one, the
decision lined with benefits on all sides, especially for our son,
his future. And yet, as the train approached Istanbul, I felt
wistful, the old excitement stirring. The air as moist, fragrant, the
sunlight groomed by the faint mist looming over the sails of the
ships offshore. There was that feeling of weighing security versus
excitement, with excitement winning every time, at least in the
imagination. And arriving in Istanbul itself, feeling as one does in
all great cities, from New York to Paris to Rome, why would one want
to live anywhere else? A curious despair hovered: were we really,
finally, trading it all in? And for what, a bit of security in some
dust-blown provincial town? Where was the mystery in that? The
frailty of life, the misgivings of romance, the chaotic nature of
urban philosophy as transient as a silent street, the marketplace of
people and ideas? The city I had fallen in love with … But we were
not on holiday, I reminded myself as the train came to a stop at the
Solutlucesme stop. We were there on family business and for one day
only. We needed to complete all the matters related to the sale and
be back on the train to Ankara by six p.m. Not much time to even see
the city, let alone be sentimental about it.
###
The
emlak, or estate agent, was a woman named Gül. She was a people
person, greeting us outside her office with blousy familiarity, as if
she had known us for years. While we waited for the buyers to arrive,
Gül invited us to have Turkish coffee at a table outside the office,
chatting in Turkish with my mother-in-law about the apartment, about
the sale details, the couple buying the place, about Istanbul,
Ankara, about me and my new job, etc, our new life.
Presently,
a car pulled up, and we were introduced to Hakan, a young man, early
thirties, thin, amiable. He spoke English and offered to give us all
a lift to the bank. He and Gül both had made jokes about the
suitcase Anne and I were lugging around. Realizing that the
transaction was going to be done online, Anne and I both felt a bit
silly, and the empty suitcase was left in Gül’s office while we
went to the bank. The transaction itself was quick, and we were in
and out of the bank in less than half an hour, the bank app on my
phone suddenly registering a sum of money I never thought I would
ever see in my life.
By
this time Hakan’s wife, Meltem, had joined us. She was an
attractive, bright-eyed woman, a physician at a nearby hospital. She
and her Hakan had that eager excitement of a young married couple
looking to score the home in which they hoped to settle down and
start a family. On the drive to the deed registry office, we talked
about the apartment. I told them about the neighborhood, recommending
certain restaurants, cafes. We talked about how great, how convenient
everything was, with the metro and the Bosphorus and Kadıköy close
by. I felt happy for the young couple, knowing that they would be
happy in the apartment as we had been happy, but also bittersweet,
remembering when we had first moved there in summer 2022, and I had
looked from the balcony out to the sea and felt that we had found our
home. It was like those Russian priests mentioned in “Tender is the
Night,” the ones who always went to their retreat on the
Mediterranean coast each summer prior to the First World War. “’See
you next summer,’” they said. But this was premature, for they
were never coming back anymore.”
###
By
3 o’clock, the deal was done. Hakan and Meltem received the keys,
and we watched as they took a joyous selfie, sent immediately on
WhatsApp to anxious family and friends. We all thanked Gül for
making the day so efficient and hassle-free. We all wished each other
well and parted. Anne and I went up the street for a late lunch. We’d
been on the road since half past four in the morning and were
starved, so we greedily snapped up the Adana kebab served at the
restaurant we used to visit so often. Afterward, we still had a
couple hours left. Anne understood that I wished to have a beer in
Kadıköy, while she wanted to have a coffee and rest in a nearby
park. We arranged to meet at the train station.
On
the short walk to Kadıköy, I reflected on how comfortable I felt on
these streets. All those years ago, it was Kadıköy that had taken
me in. The neighborhood was called Yeldeğirmeni,
or “Windmill,” and it was there I had lived for several years
before meeting Özge. I passed the bakery, the liquor store, or
“tekel,” owned by two Kurdish brothers who used to give me beer
and cigarettes on credit before payday. The markets and small shops
that I used to pass every day on my way to get a bus to the school.
The narrow, cobbled streets alive now as they were then, the young
men hauling the garbage wagons on their shoulders, the young people,
the young women with a faint perspiration making their skin glisten
in the late afternoon.
I
had beer at the small tavern where I’d always gone on a spare
afternoon, when the work was done and Anne was looking after Leo. The
bar owner expressed no big surprise at not having seen me in a long
while. I mentioned that we had moved to Ankara, but he just placed
the cold bottle of Tuborg in front of me and retired to the bar,
leaving me to my thoughts. It was still quiet, the place would get
busy in the evening, after people got off work and the Erasmus
students were done with their classes.
Drinking
the beer, looking out at the streets, I thought about how the day had
started off as a “Monday morning caper,” and had ended up as
this, a reflection on the city, on the life we’d had, and how that
life was now over. But at least our balance ended up in the plus. I
had another beer, and another, and soon it was time to get to the
station. I paid and wished the barman well. “See you next time,”
I said.
It
was only a five-minute walk. I felt good, knowing exactly where I was
headed despite the crowded streets and busy hour. There would always
be Kadıköy, and Istanbul, it wasn’t going to float away. And we
still had our summer house down on the coast, ready for our return in
the summer holidays, so we still had the sea in our lives.
Along
the way to the station, looking out at the Fenerbahçe stadium
silhouetted by the approach of evening, I stopped and got Leo the
local team’s famous gold and blue football jersey from a street
vendor. When I arrived at the station passengers were beginning to
board the train. Anne was already there and we stood together with
the empty suitcase, relieved of duty, both of us tired from a very
long and eventful day. It was time to get back to Ankara, where my
wife and son, and our new lives, were waiting.
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James
Tressler, a former Lost Coast resident, is a writer and teacher now
living in Ankara.
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