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It has been nearly two years since developer and business owner Travis Schneider agreed to tear down the partly built family dream mansion he was building in the Walker Point subdivision northeast of Eureka and to remediate the damage caused by a series of permit violations. 

Why hasn’t it happened yet? 

Well, as you may recall, the California Coastal Commission took jurisdiction of the whole mess in March of last year after finding “substantial issues” with demolition and remediation plan that had been approved by the county. 

In response to an emailed inquiry about the status of the project, Coastal Commission Public Information Officer Joshua Smith said things are moving forward, albeit slowly.

“Staff continues to work on with the property owner on resolving the outstanding violations,” Smith said via email. “Staff is optimistic that this issue can be brought to the Commissioners by this summer.”

Schneider received a permit in 2018 to build an 8,000-square-foot home on about six acres atop a hill overlooking the Fay Slough Wildlife Area. But he was later found to have framed up a nearly 21,000-square-foot structure that’s visible from both Old Arcata Road and the Hwy. 101 safety corridor.

After county officials issued a stop work order on December 27, 2021, more permit violations were uncovered.

For example, Schneider had laid down an un-permitted access road within a wetland setback area; built a portion of the house within a 100-foot wetland setback; started construction without a building permit; failed to get a required septic permit; and removed vegetation, including native California blackberries, from the wetland area, which is home to a designated archeological site from a historical Wiyot village.

That incursion into the wetland setback area meant the project automatically fell under the jurisdiction of the California Coastal Commission, which had already warned the county that its teardown and remediation plan didn’t adequately address violations of the Local Coastal Plan nor adequately protect onsite coastal resources.

The Wiyot Tribe submitted a letter urging the commission to reject the county-approved plan and require a list of additional conditions, including for more participation from tribes and consultation with a qualified cultural resources manager. Two other Wiyot-area tribes — the Blue Lake Rancheria and the Bear River Band of the Rohnerville Rancheria — have also been involved in negotiations on the project.

Last March, the Coastal Commission approved a resolution finding that the county-approved demolition and remediation plan didn’t adequately protect archaeological and tribal cultural resources or the nearby ESHA (environmentally sensitive habitat area). They also found that the plan raised substantial issues with the California Coastal Act and Humboldt County’s Local Coastal Plan.

Smith told the Outpost today that Coastal Commission employees are working to enable adequate tribal consultation this time around.

“Staff took care to ensure the process included all the tribes impacted by the violations and come up with a resolution that honors their historical connection to the land in question,” he said. “This process can take time, but staff believes it’s time well spent.”

No specific date has been set for the commission to consider the resolution. The agency is scheduled to meet in Pismo Beach in July, Calabasas in August and a yet-to-be-announced location here on the North Coast in September. 

Schneider and his family have reportedly left Humboldt County.

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PREVIOUSLY

• Heated Meeting Sparks Accusations of Dishonesty and Discrimination, Opening Rift Between Tribes and Humboldt County Planning Commission
• Despite Silence From Tribes, Mega-Home Builder Optimistic Ahead of Tonight’s Continued Planning Commission Hearing to Address Permit Violation Fallout
• After Rebukes and Apologies for Bongio’s ‘Disrespectful’ Comments, Planning Commission Defers Decision on Mega-Home Permits
• County Supes to Consider Censure of Planning Commission Chair Alan Bongio for Inappropriate Conduct
• Bohn Makes the Motion, Supes Unanimously Censure Bongio for Racist Remarks, Move to Remove Him as Chair of Planning Commission
• A Tour Through the Half-Built Dream Mansion of Travis Schneider, Who Remains Hopeful Amid Mounting Permit Problems
• Alan Bongio, Embattled Humboldt County Planning Commissioner, Resigns
• Planning Commission Set to Rescind Permit for Controversial Schneider Home as Developer Prepares to Tear it Down, Remediate Damage to Property
• Schneider Offers Emotional Apology as Planning Commission Approves Tear-Down of His Permit-Violating, Half-Built Family Dream Home
• Coastal Commission Finds ‘Substantial Issues’ With Schneider’s Plans to Demolish Half-Built Dream Mansion, Takes Over Jurisdiction of the Project

Press release from the California Highway Patrol, Garberville Area:

On April 15, 2025, the California Highway Patrol (CHP) Garberville Area stopped a vehicle for a traffic violation. The driver was determined to have a suspended license, and the vehicle was impounded. During the inventory of the vehicle, a bag containing homemade explosives (destructive devices) was located. The Humboldt County Regional Bomb Squad was requested to respond to the scene to secure the explosive materials. The bomb technicians determined the devices were considered destructive devices under California law. Additionally during the inventory, two firearms were located in the vehicle.

The two occupants (Andivere Hill, Andizere Hill) were arrested and booked into the Mendocino County Jail for possession of destructive devices and being prohibited persons in possessions of a firearm.

The CHP Northern Division Investigative Services Unit (ISU) responded to and took over the investigation. A search warrant was obtained for an American Canyon residence related to the two occupants and the CHP SWAT Team and Hazardous Device Disposal Team served the search warrant. During the course of the search, five firearms including one revolver, two rifles, two shotguns (including one short-barreled shotgun), several hundred rounds of ammunition, a high-capacity magazine, illegal fireworks, and additional material for making more destructive devices were seized.

On 4/18/2025, the Northern Division ISU, the CHP SWAT Team, Humboldt County Sheriff’s Department (HCSO) SWAT Team, the Garberville CHP Area, and CALFIRE law enforcement served an additional search warrant in Alderpoint. During the search warrant, several pounds of material for making explosive devices were located. Due to the presence of explosive material, the CHP Hazardous Device Disposal Unit and HCSO Explosive Ordnance Disposal Unit conducted two controlled detonations. In addition to the explosive material, an assault rifle, two pistols, and numerous rounds of ammunition were seized. One arrest was made (Andironere Hill) for possession of a destructive device, possession of an assault weapon, and possession of a firearm by a prohibited person.

Photos from the CHP Facebook page:

Lobbying groups spent more than half a billion dollars to influence the state government in 2024, the most ever, according to a CalMatters analysis of data recently filed with the secretary of state. Lobbying by Google, oil companies and utilities during special sessions in the third quarter appeared to drive the sharp spike in spending.

Companies and organizations reported roughly $540 million in lobbying expenses to push their point of view to California officials, including legislators, on hundreds of bills between January and December of last year — and that’s up by more than 10% from $485 million in 2023.

Perhaps that isn’t so surprising in a state with a full-time Legislature and one of the largest economies in the world, said Francesco Trebbi, an economics professor at UC Berkeley who studies political influence and lobbying.

“Half a billion is kind of normal,” he said. “If California is about 14% of U.S. GDP and federal lobbying is about $4 billion, $500 million is about 13% of that. So it would be in line with the size of the California economy.”

Thomas Holyoke, a professor of political science at Fresno State University, said that the spending increase might reflect not only corporations’ desire for more influence but also the growing influence of California policy itself.

As long as California maintains its prominence, “more and more interest groups and lobbyists are going to take what Sacramento does very, very seriously,” he said.

Major players driving the lobbying boom

The Western States Petroleum Association reported more than $17.3 million dollars in advocacy costs over the year, more than $10 million of which was spent last summer, and more than double the total bill of the previous year.

The organization took public positions on 18 bills last session and got its desired outcome two-thirds of the time, according to a CalMatters analysis of data from Digital Democracy, our platform to track state lawmakers and legislation.

In part, the trade group’s spending more than doubled because of increased proposed regulations on oil and gas, including a special session focused on gas prices.

The largest non-oil spender was PacifiCorp, which reported spending more than $13.4 million to influence California officials last year, 30 times the yearly average for the company over the last two decades. The investor-owned utility lobbied for a rate hike but didn’t take a public position on any bills in 2024.

Pacific Gas & Electric, one of the largest utilities in the state, reported nearly $3.6 million on lobbying last year. Over the two-year legislative session, the company took a public position on 45 bills and also got its way on roughly two-thirds of them, or 31 bills.

Google doesn’t usually spend much on state-level lobbying efforts but spent more in 2024 than the last 20 years combined.

The company reported one of the largest totals for state advocacy last year, driven primarily by a spending spree in the third quarter of the year when the tech giant was fighting a media bill and AI regulations. The company got its way in both cases.

Much of its advocacy went through the Computer & Communications Industry Association, which reported spending nearly $7.4 million, $7 million of which came from the Mountain View behemoth.

Only two labor groups spent more than $1 million on lobbying last year: the Service Employees International Union and the California Teachers Association.

SEIU reported spending nearly $3.4 million and the California Teachers Association, another powerful union in the state, spent more than $3.1 million. Both unions took public positions on hundreds of bills and got their way nearly 70% of the time.

How CalMatters analyzed the data

Organizations that hire lobbyists to influence state policy are required to disclose how much money was spent in a quarterly report to the secretary of state, who makes the data and filings available online. For example, the page for the Western States Petroleum Association shows that the industry group spent roughly $1.7 million on advocacy in the second quarter of last year and more than $10.1 million in the following quarter.

CalMatters added quarterly reported expenses to calculate the total annual lobbying bill for each organization, then added every organization’s yearly sum to determine the aggregate amount spent on lobbying California officials per year.

Sometimes, organizations give money to industry groups to lobby on their behalf, such as the $7 million Google paid to the Computer & Communications Industry Association, and both organizations must report that money: Google, when it buys advocacy services from the association; the trade group, when it actually spends the money on grassroots organizing or direct lobbying. Because there’s no way to determine if a payment is to another “lobbyist employer” or to a political or media consulting firm, there are amounts reported more than once in our data.

CalMatters determined the success rate of each organization by comparing organizations’ public positions taken on bills in the last legislative session (2023–2024) as recorded in Digital Democracy to the ultimate outcome of that legislation. Lobbying efforts were considered successful if either of the following were true:

• The organization opposed a bill that failed the Legislature.
• The organization supported a bill that passed through the Legislature (even if it was vetoed by the Governor).

It’s difficult to get a more detailed picture of lobbying because of what isn’t reported in the data. California does not require disclosure of either the offices or staff members who meet with lobbyists or the connections between individual lobbyists and specific bills.

Our analysis found that corporate lobbying efforts were successful about 60% of the time. This is likely an undercount because it can take more than one year to successfully pass a bill.

Micheli said that sometimes a bill can even take more than one two-year legislative session.

“After six or seven years on a really tough bill, you finally get it enacted. Leading up to it, you could say you failed every year,” he said. “But then eventually, you get a seismic change in the law.”

See the companies and organizations along with how much they spent to lobby last year in our interactive database at calmatters.org

Mark Andrew Hailey was born on August 30, 1958 in Springfield, Missouri and passed away on April 14, 2025 at his home in Hoopa surrounded by his wife, children and grandchildren. He was a very proud Hoopa Tribal Member and was also of Yurok and Karuk descent. The things that mattered most to Mark were his wife Dana, his children and family, music and the Dallas Cowboys. As a boy, his family moved around a lot and he was so happy he ended up in Tulsa, Oklahoma because he met the love of his life Dana there. They had three children together - Jordan, Jenna and Joey - and he was an amazing son, father, husband, brother, uncle and papa.

He showed an aptitude for music from a very young age and was a beautiful singer and bass player. He first started playing music and singing with his brothers as children and spent most of his life in bands, touring and bringing joy through music at state fairs, weddings, rodeos, events and numerous private parties. Music was such a part of his daily life - even when he became physically unable to perform on stage, he still loved to sing and play his guitar at home. His kids always loved to hear stories about the many concerts he attended or played over the years.

Shortly before getting married to his wife Dana, he moved home to Hoopa and became an EMT. He and his partners Dave Short and Leona “Chicken” Jackson ne’en worked hard to document the many accidents they responded to and were instrumental in getting the first guardrails up along the highways in our area and saving a lot of lives. There are generations alive today in our valley due to their hard work and heroic saves. He also spent seven years at Tulsa Life Flight as Communications Supervisor and loved flying in helicopters. He had a passion for helping people and saving lives wherever he could.

Mark was such a funny and loving man and constantly had his family and friends laughing at some funny joke or silly face he would make. He was a lover of animals and particularly loved his big dumb, sweet dog “Forky.” He was so proud and would boast to everyone he met that he and his wife Dana were married for 45 years and together for 49 years. He was also extremely proud of his three children and what good people they grew up to be.

He is survived by his beloved wife Dana Hailey, his sons Jordan and Joseph (Mercedes) Hailey and his daughter Jenna Hailey, his mother Darlene Marshall, his sister Judith Surber and brother Weldon Hailey (Lori), his stepmother Bonnie Hailey, his sister-in-laws Cathy Spears and Lynn Vockrodt (Brent), his brother-in-laws David Egan (Kathy) and Bill Armiger, his daughter-in-law Angela Jarnaghan, his beloved grandchildren Libby, Damon, Michael, Aurorah, Vivian and Audrinah Hailey and bonus grandson Jesus Jones (and his 9.5 toes - sorry buddy!), his nephews Paul Hailey (Yara), Gordon “Sport” Surber (Raven), Roger Surber (Ethel), Cory Surber, his nieces Kiersten McAvoy (Chad), Carrie Mello (Tim), Jenifer Hailey (Johnny), Shelly Bommelynn (Allen), Megan Surber (Stoney), Anna Hailey, his Oklahoma nephews Jason Vockrodt (Silina), Blake Vockrodt (Jamie), A.J. Spears (Jackie), his Oklahoma nieces Andrea Spears, Ashley Spears (Steve), Kristin Egan, Jacque Hoover (Brendan), Kasey Egan, Kayte Egan, many great-nieces and great-nephews who he loved, close cousin and best friend Leslie “Sim” Risling (Debbie) and beloved family friend Melissa “Lovey” Sanchez.

He is preceded in death by his father Charles Hailey Sr., in-laws Mike Egan, MaryAnn Travers and Bob Travers, his brothers Charles David Hailey Jr. and Kelly Hailey, his baby sister Julie Hailey, his grandson Mark Andrew Hailey II, his brothers-in-law Gordon Surber and Drew Spears, his sister-in-law Denise Armiger, his favorite auntie/bonus grandmother Vivien Hailstone, his maternal grandparents Rosalind Risling Marshall and Ernest Marshall Sr., his paternal grandparents Paul and Opal Hailey, his niece Brianna Hailey, and his very close cousins Damon Hailstone, Richie Marshall, Mike Kelsey Sr. and Dave Dayringer.

Pallbearers: Paul Hailey, Sport Surber, Roger Surber, Cory Surber, Leslie Risling III, Douglas Kyle Risling, Baron Risling III, Sonny Mitchell, Allen Bommelyn

Honorary Pallbearers: Damon Hailey, Michael Hailey, Weldon Hailey, David Egan, Brent Vockrodt, Bill Armiger, David Henderson, Leslie “Sim” Risling II, Ryan Risling, Gary Risling, Baron Risling II, Clifford Marshall, Adam Allen, Lawrence Tracy, Joe Hutt, Wes Hutt, Bobby Roberts, Anthony “Tony” Risling II, Daniel Lopez, Marshall Maloney, George McCovey, Randy Dodge, Darren Marshall Sr., Stoney McCoy, Artie Jones, Terrance Moon, Matthew Lewis, James McCovey, Dale Risling, Edward John Mitchell, Wally Obie, Harry “O” Campbell, Rod Johnson, James Davis, Stephen Dayringer, Lonnie Risling Sr., Ronnie Risling, Russell Marshall Sr., Russell Marshall Jr., Stanley “Jumper” Ferris, Duffy Mott, Mike McBride, Bud Hardy, Gordon Scott Metcalfe

We want to send a special thank you to the people who helped ensure he received great medical care in his final years: Kathy Mize and everyone at Madrone Care, Dr. Fratkin, Dr. Eva Smith, Tasha Bradberry, Melissa Kane, Dr. Basseri, Dr. Krawl and Michael Masten and the pharmacy team.

We are sorry if we missed anyone - Mark had many more friends and loved ones and he loved you all.

In lieu of flowers, his family asks that you donate to Two Rivers Pet and Wildlife Welfare Services as Mark loved dogs and was always telling his wife and daughter to bring home any stray dogs they encountered.

His services were held on Friday, April 18th, 2025 at the Hoopa Neighborhood Facilities.

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It is with heavy heart to announce that Christina Renee Perkins (age 46) passed away peacefully in her sleep on April 10, 2025 after facing many health challenges.

Christina was a preemie baby born in San Francisco on September 14, 1978 to Ramona Schildan and Noman Perkins. She grew up her whole life in Humboldt County. Throughout her life, she was always into whatever her four older brothers were into. She went from playing with hot wheels to riding in hot rods. She also loved woodworking, especially creating beautiful wooden vases, tables, and signs. The beach was always one of her favorite escapes, she loved to look for agates and had quite the collection. Her favorite beaches were Pebble Beach (Del Norte) and Dry Lagoon (Humboldt). Christina also really enjoyed playing pool, she was a part of the group called “Humboldt Pool Players” and she competed in many local tournaments. Although Christina was a tiny lady all her life she had the largest personality. She was very outgoing, definitely the life of the party, and she always had so much love to give!

Christina leaves behind seven children — Ashley, Tyler, Austin, Justin, Tayia, Lacey, and Kylee — as well as three grandchildren, Ezekiel, Ryland and Aiyanna. Her children and grandchildren were her best friends, true loves, and her biggest achievements in life. She showed all of them how to be strong, no matter what life throws their way.

The family would like to thank everyone from Hospice Of Humboldt and Fortuna Rehabilitation And Wellness Center for helping care for her over the last couple of years.

A celebration of life will be held in June at “Swimmers Delight,” which was one of Christina‘s favorite places to spend time with her family. If you were close with Christina and would like more details, please contact her daughter Ashley or her mother Ramona.

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Lee Roy Whitman, son of Ethen Miles Whitman and Carolyn May Whitman, passed away April 8, 2025 at his home in Blue Lake at the age of 76. Lee was born in Ellensburg, Washington on August 2nd, 1948.

After attending grade school in Malin, Oregon the family moved to Hoopa. He graduated from Hoopa High in 1966. After high school Lee was drafted into the United States Army at age 19 and spent two years in Vietnam. After his service ended he attended Perry Technical Institute of Yakima and had various short-term jobs, before going to work for the United States Forest Service as a mechanic for the rest of his professional career. He retired in the early 2000s after which he spent his time as an automotive hobbyist and woodworking craftsman.

He was preceded in death by his parents, his sister, Karis Marie Yerton, and his brother, Mark Alan Whitman. Lee is survived by his ex-wife, Deborah Whitman of Eureka, and their son, Nicholas Jay Whitman, his wife, La Velle Whitman of Blue Lake, and her children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren. Lee is also survived by his sister, Connie Heine (James) of Delano, Minn., his sister, Mary Holt of Sacramento, and numerous nieces and nephews.

A memorial is being planned for all who knew him. It will be held Friday, May 9th from 4-7 pm in McKinleyville at Azalea Hall, Hewitt room, 1620 Picket Rd.

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People talk about the emotional rollercoasters, where life swiftly turns this way and that, up and down. You find yourself screaming from joy and then fear, needing to vomit one moment and feeling most alive the next. It’s unpredictable and unnerving. Maybe this is why many enjoy watching the same movie again and again—feels safe to know the ending.

When it comes to the Bible, we’ve bought the book and know the ending. But I often feel invited into Holy Week trying to live like I don’t know how it goes. To purposefully ride the rollercoaster alongside the disciples and Jesus—the mixture of vomit and death and life, blood and sweat and tears.

Holy Week began last week with Palm Sunday at the start of Passover week. During these last days of Jesus’s life in Jerusalem, a city of around 40,000 people, pilgrims would descend upon the city ballooning it to over 200,000. Because Passover is a historical celebration of Israel’s rescue out of slavery in Egypt and escape from the oppressors that kept them captive, there was always concern Israel would turn on Rome and revolt or start standing up for their rights against their oppressors. So Rome, which occupied and ruled over Israel, would send whomever they put in charge of the area to Jerusalem with at least 1,000 troops to police the city, to be an intimidating presence, and to keep the peace. 

On this Sunday, it was likely that Pilate, the Roman official in charge of Jerusalem, would be arriving into Jerusalem from the East out of the Mediterranean area. He would be atop his war horse wearing robes with the details of his official capacity and the backing of Roman power. Pilate’s garrison would be marching before and behind him. There were horses and men and weapons and armor. There were flags and noise and dust and everyone would have known they were coming from miles away. Within this legion held heavy intimidation and severe threat of violence should anyone try to cause a rebellion or if things got out of hand. 

On the other side of Jerusalem came a different sort of parade and noise where Jesus arrived on a donkey with the poor, marginalized, and forgotten before and behind him waving palm branches. Shane Claiborne writes that “palm branches were a symbol of revolution, flashing back to the Maccabean revolt, generations before Jesus. In fact, historians found palm branches carved into the walls of the Roman empire, like first-century graffiti.” Nothing would be adorning Jesus to prove who he was to others because he already knew who he was. He was confident in his identity and mission and he knew God’s kingdom would always stand up to and against Roman imperial power or any other kind of oppressive power that causes marginalized, poor, and ignored people to suffer. 

They shouted, “Hosanna, save us!” Hosanna means “save us!” Hosanna isn’t hallelujah. Hosanna isn’t praise and it isn’t worship. Hosanna isn’t balloons and snow cones and parades with streamers with fire works and a marching band. Hosanna is desperation. Hosanna is crying mothers and frenzied shouts. Hosanna is truth telling in the rawest form, vulnerable and exposed. Hosanna holds nothing back and isn’t wrapped in bubble wrap or sensitive to another’s emotions. Hosanna isn’t afraid of hurting someone’s feelings or manipulating a situation. Hosanna is a broken, at the end of your rope, and boldly demanding that things are finally made right because we’ve had enough! 

I don’t know about you, but mass shootings and climate change and cancer and starvation and immigration and people being disappeared and racism and all the things coming undone around me makes me cry out, “Hosanna! Save us! Deliver us! Make it right, right now!” Palm Sunday isn’t a day for cheerful parades. It’s a day of protests and signs and chanting our needs. It’s a day of demonstration and desperation. It’s a day when we speak truth to power, like Jesus, defenseless and unarmed. 

Why does Holy Week begin with such hope of things being made right to end with the One who was to make all things right being tortured and killed as a common criminal on a Roman cross? 

When tyrants lead and governments are corrupt, when police are commissioned with brutality, the disrupters and agitators must be silenced, especially before things get too out of hand. Why does this impulse to shut opposition down exist within us? We block, we cancel, we silence, we shout louder, we threaten, we kill. Rarely do we listen and seek to understand. Our fears and belief that we’re right and that they’re wrong dictate so many of our actions, causing us to justify aggression and expulsion. 

There’s a desire within most of us to turn away from the ugly and gross parts of life. We don’t want to see the suffering or confront the pain. NIMBY-ism is alive and well in the most liberal of us and if their compassion encroaches upon our comfort, things could get violent. We keep distant from the atrocities happening in our country because we believe it won’t happen to us. Undocumented people, beloved human beings are hiding and hunted and I wonder how long until bookshelves become secret doorways of protection. Well, that’s extreme, some may say. But maybe not. 

Jesus confronted our desire to avoid discomfort, to sleep or slumber through, and stay distant from the pain of suffering people when he was killed as an insurrectionist on a Roman cross. He demands that we look upon it, to see the brutality of tyranny and sanctioned governmental democide, and declare enough! Never again! Human life and well being is just too precious to allow this to continue forth! We won’t stand for it! 

Wake up!

Christians everywhere believe that when Jesus was killed on the cross, the false idea of original sin died with him and when he was raised to life, original love rose with him, waking us up to the greatest truth. The powers that say one person is more important than another, or one people group or nation is better than another has died! It’s an infected, gangrenous, rotten, corrupt, decaying form of death that Jesus has abolished and anytime we affirm arrogant pride or power, we’re affirming death. 

Jesus came to bring life, and life to the fullest! Christ is risen! The Greek word for risen is egeírō which means “to wake up,” which is our invitation today. Wake up to life to the fullest! This life looks rebellious, insisting we love our enemies, we forgive those who have harmed us, we live generously, we affirm the marginalized, we open our homes and tables, we fight for justice and equality, we listen to different beliefs, we include the forgotten and feed the hungry and visit the prisoner and welcome the stranger and house the homeless and combat hatred and greed and lust, we are content with little and release control. We arrive into every situation, fully awake, like Jesus did on that donkey—defenseless and unarmed. 

And most of the time, to wake up and live in such a way, something must die. My pride. My self-criticism. My popularity. My scarcity mindset. My indifference. My need to be right or have the last word. 

Resurrection only comes after death. 

He is risen!

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Bethany Cseh is a pastor at Arcata United Methodist Church and Catalyst Church.